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心情好亂 / do not know how to do


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葡萄牙日、賈梅士日暨葡僑日
Comemorações do Dia de Portugal, de Camões e das
Comunidades de Língua Portuguesa


今日凌晨到而家既天氣可以用黎形容我既心情、情緒等等。可以講係個天同我好match,唔知係唔係我身份證個名有個「天」字呢?
Todays weather can express my feelings, situations... Is that my Chinese name in BIR is having a word "Tin"?

凌晨,原來我激嬲左睛睛都唔知,不過佢響MSN度又鎖我又解封我…而我都知出左事,不過唔知咩事。好驚,好驚!好驚佢真係會鎖左我。之後個天落大雨,天文台仲響兩點半發出紅雨警告!
midnight time, i do not know Angus angry at me. He block and un-block me by MSN. I know i did wrong but do not know why. I am very afraid. Afraid that he would really block me. Then it rains and HKO release the Red Rainstrom Warning.
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跟著就同阿媽佢地去理論我點解一定要去響中午既國慶酒會,之後面左左。
Then i aguree with my mum for why i need to attend the ceremonies. Then we do not say a word to each other.

之後睛睛要我我俾到一首叫《守護天使》既歌詞先會原諒我。死都要死出黎呀!越找越心驚,好驚找唔到之後佢真係會嬲我一世,所以喊左今年既第一次。到左0400,佢自己講左我知,不過我都無找到。心想尼次死定!最後,都有原諒我,並且講埋點解。睛睛,對唔住呀!我真的做錯了。
Then Angus need me to find a song lyric so that he will forgive me. Oh... i really cannot find that out... i really afraid that he will angry me and ignore me. therefore i cry for the first time in this year. till 0400, he tells me the result. Since i cannot find out the result, i think Angus will ignore me. Finaly he says that he forgive me and telling me the reason. Angus, please forgive me since i really know that i did wrong.

之後就由0415講電話講到0545,個半鐘頭既電話;大破所有記錄,包括單一個人最長、全部人最長既一次……總之咩都破曬!而上一個記錄者係怡親,我既第二公子。講返個電話內容先,佢好似我既親人,賜我既人咁去話我、話醒我。我自己覺得自愧不如,所以喊左幾次,係今日同今年既第二次去喊。不過好多謝睛睛想我好先會咁同我講。
From 0415 till 0545, we chatted for alomost 1.5 hrs. This time over the records that my 2nd son, Kenneth, made in 2002. Back to the chatting, Angus seems one of the member of my family and a best friend to scold me, telling me some theoary. I feel guilty and so i cry for the second time. Anyway, thank you for Angus telling me so much.

之後就訓左三個鐘到,就要出席國慶既儀式。1000,響白鴿巢公園舉行頌國歌儀式,隨後就係向已故偉大詩人Camões獻花。當國歌奏起「海上的英雄,高貴的人民…」既時候,我又喊左出黎,原因係我好想返到去真的屬於自己既家!而澳門就已經響回歸返中華人民共和國戈日開始,我深深感到我的家已經慢慢地駛回葡萄牙本土了。今年年初我發表既《長遠計劃第壹號報告》中話要返去葡萄牙都係基於尼個原因。
I sleep for 3 hrs then get up and go to Jardim de Luís de Camões. At 1000, the national anthem of Portugal Republic is on! "Heróis do mar, nobre povo..." i cry again when my nation anthem is going on for the reason that is i wanna to back my real home. After the Handover of Macau and 'backed' to PRC, i deeply feeling that my home sailed back to Portugal. For the report that i made at the beginning of this year, i said that i will back to POR for a walk is also this reason.

國旗自從第一屆葡語系運動會舉行後,除左國家領事館之外,響澳門無咩公開地見到國旗啦。此外,我都當香港係我第二個家,至於澳門就無戈個感覺。
I cannot see my national flag in public except at Consulado Geral after the Lusofonia Games. By the way, i consider Hong Kong as my second home. For Macau, i have no that feel till now.

1530,我去到睛睛屋企,我同佢好似兩個互不相識咁,半個鐘頭都無講過一句野。好驚佢係唔係仲嬲緊我呢?之後我死死地咁請求佢原諒我;「睛睛,原諒我啦。」講左幾次之後佢話:「邊個話嬲你呀?」嗯,無嬲就好喇。之後我都唔知點做好。透過睛睛既狗仔Lili,個關係先覺得好返d~
I go to Angus's home at 1530. We do not chat with a word for alomst half hour and seems dont know each other. I afraid that is he still angry to me. Finally, he sasy: "who said that i angry you?" Great! it is good for that. Then i also do not how to do. and according to his dog, Lili, then the relationship goes better.
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跟著同睛睛出街,去MFM。之後去中區。行去哈根,M記,信達城。個信心都返曬黎,希望同睛睛既關係唔會差左啦。跟著同佢去買甜品後就返歸。
Then go out with Angus. MFM → McD → SunTaT Plaze. My heart is backed and hope our relationship would not be go worse. Then with him go to buy some desert then back home.

返到屋企之後,屋企無曬人。呀!唔記得要去樓下食tim~ 好好食呀!可能喊左三次啦,所以覺得好好味。
back to home, no body here. Ya~ i forgot that go to downstair to have dinner. It is tasty since may be i cried for three times.

晚刻,覺得「得到同樣快樂,彼此亦有沮喪,童話書從成長中難免要學會失望。」尼句歌詞好應景。
Night time, i feel 「得到同樣快樂,彼此亦有沮喪,童話書從成長中難免要學會失望。」this song lyric is saying my situation.

by agostinho | 2007-06-10 23:05

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